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Sean Sparks
I've been afraid to write anything new for over three years. I called myself a writer when I was hot out of the gates of high school, but I've yet to finish a single story that mattered to me. I've been told I'm full of potential, amazing, intelligent, sexy, charismatic, a great lay, a good dancer, a skilled writer, a natural magician, an arrogant asshole, ridiculously lazy, unable to commit, and inadequate, but those people were all either trying to fuck me, or were my parents.
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Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Having an internet problem

It's lasted 2 weeks now. I've skipped classes, stayed at home for entire days and not gone outside, and each day all I have to show for my time spent is a bunch of forum posts, internet chats, and not even a blog written to record it all.

I feel like this is a symptom of some kind of apathy to my fucked up school semester. I have no idea. I wish I could explain it away and simply say I'm feeling low lately, but more and more I worry that I'm just fucking lazy. I just called up to one of the dance clubs in Dallas and they asked me to come in and work tonight, so I guess I'm going to go make some money. I need it, anyway. I'm poor as fuck, with no other options for pulling down cash right now.

Sucks.

Life can be such a bitch sometimes.

-Sean

4 comments:

Angi B. Lovely said...

totally feel you. up. kekeke

No but seriously, I've been feeling like that lately as well.

Rabbit said...

We should make stuff together. Let's do that group therapy thing. Or we could even get together and read. Something, Sean. :)

Hey, my word verification code is "beazers." Silly words.

Sarah said...

Well here's something to brighten your day at least...there's a slight chance I might be able to attend Flipside this year.

Small. But I'm hopeful. Squee!

Oh, and I really miss you.

Sean Sparks said...

I wish I knew which Sarah posted that.

-Sean